bye bye crocodile man........the world will miss you :(

fist off I would like to say....OUCH!!!

ok...the reson for the ouch is I've just fallen off my horse...now usualy its funny...genraly because I don't get to baddly hurt....but today was one one of those kinds of falls.

Basicly me and my mum where just riding along minding our own business, when a dog jumped behind us....the horses instinctively freaked out...and bolted, I saw my mum fall off and her horse Prince gallop away into the sunset....I tryed my very best to stay on my Candy (my horse) but she reared up and I didn't have a good enough grip to stay on....so I fell.

When I say fell, I mean slammed face first onto the ground....winding my self and jarring my back and twisting my knee, at the same time. It didn't hurt so much at first but now it bloody does.
And the fucking dog owners just stared at us as we wher lying on the floor...my mum was even crying, and our horses gallopping away on there own and showing no sighns of stopping. But the people just left...didn't bother to say sorry or even ask if we where ok....bastards!


It's so fucking typical...I've never fallen on my face before....but of course it makes purfect sence, because I've just had my lip pierced and it hasn't done it a lot of good. I lots the little ball stopper and my lip has swollen up like a friggen balloon! but strangly it doesnt hurt to much. but as I said it has swollen up and so I sitting here typing with frozen peas on my face, sooo i will be a trip to the piercers tomorrow to get it checked out and get a new ball for it and see if i can actualy keep it in......I hope i can...i'm becoming quite attached to it now!

ok....so I got my lip pierced yesterday, been thinking about getting it done since easter adn yesterday I kinda got it done on a spure of the moment thing....and I don't want to say i regeret it, because I really don't. BUT, I am absolutly terrified of what my nana will say....I meen she totaly flipped out when I got my tattoos and when I dyed my hair red....so I reeeeally not looking forward to showing her this one, so much so I'm considering taking it out....which again I reeeeally don't whant to do! :( I geuss its because I respect and love her so much, that I feel like I can't "dissapoint" her. I'm also kinda a bit freaked out about the idea of showing my mum...but not as much, because I like winding her up (is that bad?). Oh well, it done now!

Also I feel slightly self conscious with it, but this could be because its a huge ring to alow room for swelling (which it has), but I'm changing it to a smaller one as soon as the swelling goes. It also hurts a lot less than I thought it would....I mean I know its there and it has a kinda dull ache to it but other than that its fine....I even whent out for food with my mates last night and it didnt really bother me, which is good :) All in all I really like it and it does look good...but I can't wait to change it to a smaller ring, then I will be happy :)


Also whent to see "Lady in the Water", very odd movie and I'm still not entirly sure what happend in it....but the wolf creature totaly rocked! very cool. :D

Hmmmm....what else...Oh yeah whent to the lake district with my dad on monday and we took the dog...that was fun. The only reason we whent was because my dad wanted to order a couple of new guitars from ther....and so whilst he was doing that me and the dog explored the village or Orton, unfortunatly there wasn't much to explore as the only thing there is a tea room, post office and a chocolate shop...that was it! Sooooo we whent wexploring round the lanes instead...not quite as exiting as I hoped it would be...but it was fun none the less. Besided whe i got bach tothe car my dad had bought himself a new acoustic....which means I get his green acoustic, yay for me!

Right thats enough of my ramblings...have to get back to re-writing my stupid essay. But on thebright side I should have it finished tomorow and sent back to uni begining of next week....then I can get to making my new coat! yaaaaay!....but on the other hand this means me and my lip ring confronting my nana! eeeek!

right over and out! x

yay! i'm finaly 20!

it was my birthday on saterday....and as always my little birthday curse reared its ugly head once again...Every year for the last 7 years, something has gone wrong on my birthday, and i've eather been stuck on my own or doing something i don't want to do...but this year was a little better than past years, at least i was having some amount of fun.

but I did get some cool presents...including a hammer with flowers on it which totaly rocks, from my aunty! I also got a quite a few pirates of the caribbean related presents...which made me happy :D
and a fare amout of money...which will probably be spent on a new tattoo, yay!
and finaly my long awaited dremel....lol I got a power tool for my birthday!

My mum threw me a BBQ and invited all her friends.....my friends on the other hand apparently had better plans...despite them saying they would be there, but this didn't come as any great suprise....its happes regularly.
anyway, at least my nearly half sister was there to keep me company :)
We also set each other the task of baking each other a cake her birthday was only a week ago.....

this was my attempt.....as you can see it went horribly and dramaticly wrong.....it was suposed to be a hell of a lot better than that (wouldnt take much) soooo...at the last minute I used my noggin and attempted to make it into a giant pink slug....as you can see, didn't quite manage to pull that off eather...but the love is ther! besided who doesn't want green cake on ther birthday!
besides ther were no complantes when people came to eat it :)

but then I saw sophie's cake......



WOW!!!! THE best cake I've ever had!...soooooo cool! It even has Jack Sparrow on it!!! and a drowning man (which you can't realy see on this picture)
and it tasts damn good!!!! :)

Oh well...next birthday I have no intention to be in the country...I REALLY want to go and watch teddy bears fishing in Alaska.....but I can't see it happening...oh well i will go somewhere. But its a year away..a lot can happen...

anyway toodles for now!

No prizes for guessing what I've seen today! :D

Pirates 2 finaly came out...I was so exited last night....yes it is sad..and yes i know its only a film.....but small things please me

and OMG!!! it was seriously worth the wait and I can't wait to see it again!

I would deffinatly as good as the first movie....and of course Jack has the best bits in the movie....however I was very impressed with Davie jones.

The only annoying thing is they pulled a Lord of the Rings stunt on it.....as in they lest the film on a major cliff hanger, and so the 3rd film is a continuation.(I had a feeling it would turn out like that)

all in all I had a pretty good day :D

Blah....someone turn the heating down...

anyway....Yay had another hole punched into my ear today! :)that makes a total of 8 piercing and 2 tattos....so far...the count will deffinatly go up before to long :D

in other news.....

ONLY 1 1/2 DAYS 'TILL CAPTAIN JACK IS BACK!!!!! soooooo unbelievibly exited..everytime the trailer comes on TV I squeal like a little fan girl!

is it sad to get this exited about a movie?

ok....so I figured I should start using this thing...

anyway....I've been home from Uni for a couple of weeks now..still haven't unpacked properly....probably because i don't have any space to put everything, which is annoying, because its now cluttering up the dinning room (my main workspace when I'm home)...much to the annoyance of my Dad.

Anyway...i'm prettie much stuck in a rut at the moment....I have a MILLION of ideas for variouse arty type things floating round in my head....but just dont have the energy or drive to get up and do them....which is diving me crazy!!! I WANT TO DRAW, DAMN IT!!!! also the weather isn't helping...

anyway...thats my little rant over with for now....although I'm sure that sooner or later the same rant will crop up here again.

on a compleatly diffrent topic....

ONLY 10 DAYS 'TILL PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 2!!! :D

and the world decends into maddness

http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/Box-Pirates-of-the-Caribbean-American-Breakfast-Cereal_W0QQitemZ4466238845QQcategoryZ20473QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

although I kinda want some :p